I've always wanted to look clever and funny, but at the age of ehem-ehem years and four months I have to admit that I look like a person who has never even heard of Prof. Ungku Aziz or Wonder Pets: "apa yang penting, kerjasama!".
I went to a party weeks back. A friend's daughter birthday party to be exact, but a gathering for the parents of the birthday girl! oh ya! Well, at the party, a girl of twelve felt obliged to tell me who Dr. SMS is (guess you all know rite?). I tried to cut her off-inform her that I was conversant with Dr. SMS, but I started to choke on a beriyani rice with chicken tandoori, so the opportunity was lost. Yes, the beriyani rice and chicken tandoori were good. I even tapau some.
So, the mirror showed me myself, as I am. I'm dark (compare to my other siblings), but not dark enough to be interesting as Tyra Banks~ wuuuu. No Pan Asian look (though I have so much of mixture in genes from my dad). My eyes are black. My eyelashes are medium length, nothing exciting here. My nose is kemek and small. My mouth is big. Not those sexy Angelina Jolie's mouth. I have got a chin, a double-chin. Yes, I'm now fat with the weight of 80kg. Damn! Diet is my second name, and it has always been. Nothing more then that. Seriously, NOTHING. No mean achievement considering my pure 'Melayu' minded though I have worked with British firms for years. My English is getting sucks day by day.
With my current 'jobless' situation, my motivation is almost zero. Yes, I have my freelance job, but I love to work in those hectic environment. Rushing here and there. Helping employees with their problems. Seeing things that sometimes you can't imagine you will. Being busy for almost 24/7 hours! From YB's recent entry, this is not healthy. Oh well, being single gave me the opportunity to be busy with my career and with my truly love : my social work activities. Weird, but I was so happy though time has never been enough back then.
No, it is not I do not want to get married. But, it is something I can't really explain. As Sha:Cheryna said, "jodoh itu umpama bas yang berhenti di perhentian." Well, someone told her this. Which I couldn't agree more. When Aisha told Fahri (in Ayat-ayat Cinta), "jodoh itu rahsia Allah." I was,... hmmm,... it doesn't really matter anyway.
Oh, no love story here, now. Will do that other day. Other entry.
So, what do you think?
Good day all.
~mirror, mirror on the wall, show me who is the sexiest of them all ~
**dialog curi dari cerita Eastwick. Two thumbs up Eastwick!
Pic info: Oh, this is so not me. This is my youngest brother when he was 2/3 years old. With a very fair skin, and blonde hair. Now you believe me when I said I am the darkest in the family? Yes, I am being honest.
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